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in the kitchen / making lunch / for the freakin UN-brady bunch
and aint no maid like alice here to help a sista out / aint got time for chit chat and shit like that
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By Stacey Tolbert
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By Stacey Tolbert
4:30 AM
the roosters aint even up
got sense
to sleep
at least till 5
but not
I
in the kitchen
making lunch
for the freakin UN-brady bunch
and aint no maid like alice here to help a sista out
aint got time for chit chat and shit like that
conversations only stop the preparation of
“my favorite is bologna and cheese with mayonnaise
no mustard mommy. Aaaaaaand i want
chips aaaaaaaaand a drink aaaaaaaaand a cookie
and are u gonna put me a little note sayin i love
u in there like last time . . . i love u dont forget the chips . . .”
on my lips be words like
“I love u too and yes I have the chips”
and them chips
they be down
but I
I be up
up since 5
up smiling
and my little joys
my boys
don’t know
I’m breakin down
down like mississippi flood waters
crashin like
atlantic ocean
titantic type ship
bail out or be killed
or bail out and be fulfilled
bill collectors call
and I’m like
“excuse me, don’t u see I’m breakin down here”
set my ass up on a payment paln and don’t call me ni more today”
and ima play like all is cool
and right
and sound
in the mind
it
aint
my time to break down
and I once heard (from someone who is famous but
dead now) that breakin down is really
breakin through . . .
traffic
bustin loose like get out of my way
gotta go
pick up kid #1, kid #2, kid #3, husband, bank, store, gas station . . .
all today
in about an hour or so
“GET OUT OF MY WAYYYY”
I aint playin
road rage aint nothin unless its a bad MOMA
jama like myself trying get kid #1 out of school
so they wont put him on the bus . . .
STOP
want some time to get off this roller coaster
can’t ride while I’m drivin
can’t ride while I’m drivin
while im breakin down or through or whatever
my ass is brakin
like hurtin from sit ups I was attemptin
right after dinner, baths and bed time stories
small and precious glories
when they say “u da best mama in the whole world”
and he say “honey u are beautiful abd fabulous, what’s for dinner”
thinner
I don’t need to be
but the patience
its making me lose weight
runnin thin like
sliced tomatoes
done by a professional
sandwich maker
breakin down
or
through
whatever’s clever
im breakin
walls down tryna spend some time with myself
on the shelf
till everyone else has a piece
of womb pie
I
LIE
awake at night and count sheep
sacrificed for the shearer
and i’m cold
all the time . . .
gotta go
I’m breakin down
or through
or whatever
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A Novel by Jesmyn Ward
On one level, Salvage the Bones is a simple story about a poor black family thats about to be trashed by one of the most deadly hurricanes in U.S. history. What makes the novel so powerful, though, is the way Ward winds private passions with that menace gathering force out in the Gulf of Mexico. Without a hint of pretension, in the simple lives of these poor people living among chickens and abandoned cars, she evokes the tenacious love and desperation of classical tragedy. The force that pushes back against Katrinas inexorable winds is the voice of Wards narrator, a 14-year-old girl named Esch, the only daughter among four siblings. Precocious, passionate and sensitive, she speaks almost entirely in phrases soaked in her familys raw land. Everything here is gritty, loamy and alive, as though the very soil were animated. Her brothers blood smells like wet hot earth after summer rain. . . . His scalp looks like fresh turned dirt. Her fathers hands are like gravel, while her own hand slides through his grip like a wet fish, and a handsome boys muscles jabbered like chickens. Admittedly, Ward can push so hard on this simile-obsessed style that her paragraphs risk sounding like a compost heap, but this isnt usually just metaphor for metaphors sake. She conveys something fundamental about Eschs fluid state of mind: her figurative sense of the world in which all things correspond and connect. She and her brothers live in a ramshackle house steeped in grief since their mother died giving birth to her last child. . . . What remains, whats salvaged, is something indomitable in these tough siblings, the strength of their love, the permanence of their devotion.
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Sister Citizen: Shame, Stereotypes, and Black Women in America
By Melissa V. Harris-Perry
According to the author, this society has historically exerted considerable pressure on black females to fit into one of a handful of stereotypes, primarily, the Mammy, the Matriarch or the Jezebel. The selfless Mammys behavior is marked by a slavish devotion to white folks domestic concerns, often at the expense of those of her own familys needs. By contrast, the relatively-hedonistic Jezebel is a sexually-insatiable temptress. And the Matriarch is generally thought of as an emasculating figure who denigrates black men, ala the characters Sapphire and Aunt Esther on the television shows Amos and Andy and Sanford and Son, respectively.
Professor Perry points out how the propagation of these harmful myths have served the mainstream culture well. For instance, the Mammy suggests that it is almost second nature for black females to feel a maternal instinct towards Caucasian babies.
As for the source of the Jezebel, black women had no control over their own bodies during slavery given that they were being auctioned off and bred to maximize profits. Nonetheless, it was in the interest of plantation owners to propagate the lie that sisters were sluts inclined to mate indiscriminately.
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The White Masters of the World
From The World and Africa, 1965
W. E. B. Du Bois Arraignment and Indictment of White Civilization (Fletcher)
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